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Surrender is mechanical, not spiritual or philosophical

I am so tired of philosophical descriptions of surrender.

It is not philosophical because it is not spiritual. Surrender is mechanical. Its mechanical you are surrendering to the mechanism of what life is itself…

The service is look you can get this for free. You come to my site and get it for free. You can get it for free you can get your chart you can get your strategy, you can get your type, you can get your profile, you can get everything you need, you don’t have to spend a godamn penny, go away and be yourself. And if it really turns you on, yeah we will sell you all kinds of stuff. We will teach you all kinds of stuff, we will read your chart this way that way, upside down, inside out, we will do whatever you like, but be yourself first and be yourself from nothing. That’s our service.

This is not a black art, this is not a hidden art, this is not something that is kept in the closet, this is not something that is here for the elite. It is not, this is what I like the least about this whole process of starting new knowledge is that you end up with elite groups who have the money who have the opportunity, who have the time. This is for everyone and it is for everyone at the simplest level.

Knowledge is not power. It’s just information. It doesn’t do anything. The only way this person is ever going to live out their life properly is if they live out their strategy. And if they live out their strategy then all those components that are in them operate correctly. Just your body operates correctly without you being involved running it. “Oh, I have to breathe now.” “Oh, it’s time to pee.” “Let me be in charge of this body.” You see it’s not about knowing all these things it isn’t going to make it work for you because you can say, “ah, yes the moon was in 18!” …

You have a joke in my life. I am a 48 and I don’t have the 16. So I spent most of my life now I spent a lot of it anyway running around looking for skills. Nothing was more attractive to me then skills, the idea of being skillful it was terrific. Yet at the same time I am a born anarchist and the attention span of kind of a rabbit and couldn’t stay with anything. I was always “yeah i will learn how to do this.” It’s a funny thing and it was very, very, very, very annoying. Now I sit in my depth I have no fear of inadequacy.

My father wanted me to be a doctor, he wanted me to do 7,9 years in some institution. I did sex, drugs and rock and roll instead. Now with my depth I teach doctors. It’s a joke. I don’t have to do the 9 years, it’s a joke. And it is so important to understand that if you are being seduced by what you are not you are lost but you see my telling you that won’t stop you from being that unless you live out your nature. And it isn’t going to stop those gates from being conditioning gates in your life. But The people that condition it the energy that is there when it is conditioned by a planet or whatever that you are entering into it correctly according to yourself and then its valuable to you, it’s positive conditioning for you…

The whole point is that if you follow your strategy your vehicle runs properly. But it means you have to be surrendered and there are no options. “I will surrender when I understand.” Give me a f……g break. It doesn’t work that way. We have a mechanic, we’ve got a key to the vehicle ride and then you can sit aha that’s how it works in me, I do get seduced by solutions blablabla.

And when you can enter into it correctly you can get the conditioning that is valuable for you because conditioning is beautiful otherwise life would be terribly boring. Its beautiful with the right conditioning the correct conditioning that’s for you…

The fact is that we are here to flower in these machines not suffer in them...

Generators are enormously sensitive to every aspect of life all the time. As a matter of fact a Generator is responding to so many things so often that they don’t know that they are doing it. that’s what they are doing all the time. Generators are never waiting to respond, they are always responding. The secret is to forget about he language of response and think about it as a negative, don’t initiative. And if you don’t initiate everything is going to work because you are always responding. There is no waiting and there is no end either there is just always this response.

Some sacral beings are very loud and it is obvious. I have a sacral child who may never talk. This is somebody who is very happy to go “ah” “uh” “hm.” I mean really, “ah ah.” I say, come on let’s have a word.” “Uh uh” that is pure sacral, “ah.” Not all sacral beings are like that. some sacral beings can’t even get the sound out, but it’s there. The response is there, it’s about the responding…

The strategy will solve any dilemma associated with it. It’s just a strategy it’s just responding. It’s just recognizing that that’s everything. I have had a lot of experiences with sacral beings now.

A lot of experiences with people who have gone very, very deep into the sacral process. In some of them it is quite spectacular. When some of them you can see this instantaneous recognition and cutting off all initiation. Never again, it’s over. And how quickly they begin to find out who they are, remember this is something about the Generator. Here is what is meant to be the great force on the planet. These are the planet’s most ignorant souls. They are the ones that are the deepest, deepest into the not-self…

Because the not-self has framed their whole life, the intellectual values that they have. The concepts, all of these things has nothing to do with them necessarily, nothing…

And you see what it is about for the sacral being is that if that motor is not used properly, if that motor is only meeting resistance and you can feel the resistance of that sacral motor and we call it frustration. You can feel the resistance building and building and building…

It comes back to a very simple thing it comes back to seeing the beauty of what a Generator is. You see they are the ones that are supposed to show us what is the true spiritual way. You are the ones that are supposed to be surrendered first. You are the ones that are supposed to be designed to just be here in it. With life happening to you because that’s your perfection.

You’re are designed to be awake like that. But it means you are deep in the not-self that is quite a thing to carve away. And it is an impossible thing to carve away if you think you can do it by understanding it. I mean boy is that a crook of shit to sale books I tell you. what it is all about is living out your strategy. You got a key use the key.

✨I watch, I watch carefully, I have been watching carefully for a very long time now...

It is obvious to me how helpless and incompetent we really all are. It’s so important to see that it is truly the simple that saves us. It isn’t anything else, it is the simple that makes the life better and it makes the life richer, and makes you healthier. It doesn’t matter how or where the information comes from. It is interesting to you but it doesn’t matter. What matters is that you see it for yourself. That you live it out for yourself, that you live the experiment out for yourself. And that you see that it takes time. Each and every one of us have our own way in which we process things.

It’s like the emotional people in my life that I love so much. I have to wait forever for them. I have to. I wait for them to go through their cycle and go through their waves, and go through their stuff. And what I tell them reaches them and I might have to wait years to get back to that point again where we can make contact again and I can reach them again but it is what it is we have to live out our nature. From the moment we live out the simple part of our nature everything is possible for us. You don’t find that out until you do it. I mean tomorrow I will wear 'no choice' on my head and I will laugh at all of this because it’s not like you have a choice either you don’t, its s great joke, it a joke within a joke within a joke. Somebody gives you the key and just because they give you the key it doesn’t mean you can turn it in the ignition.

~Ra Uru Hu