Cross gates in undefined centers - Some crosses don’t have a full-time job

The loveliest 4/1 G I know shared that little gem with me during a conversation about crosses which have their gates in undefined centers :

“Your Cross Is not a Fulltime Job

In other words, it's not just a given. And of course, you can't control that. You can't map it. You can't say, “Oh, shit, I need to connect that 61 right now, otherwise, I can't be a Clarion. I mean, I going to lose my job, I got to find that Gate.” It does work because it's not like that. And they're not 24/7 jobs. I swear, I'm not a Clarion all the time. They're not 24/7 jobs, they're really not.

They're there when they're there. And they're supposed to work perfectly if you allow them to. But the moment you say, “Oh, Jesus, that open Center…” Forget that because all it's saying to you is that you're temporarily unemployed until something happens to that Center. And you can enjoy the vacation from your job until that moment. It's not full on, got to be it all the time because the reality is, anybody knows, as in this process, it takes years and years to digest this knowledge.

If you're full on with your Cross, you're also not taking in, and breathing, and processing, and all of those things. It is not by some kind of bizarre accident of evolution that most of us don't have integrated Crosses in our Designs. We don't because ultimately the fulfillment of our Cross is the expression of our consciousness in our relationship with the other. And so many Crosses just simply demand it. You can't express your Cross until you're with me, that kind of thing where that's literally the way it can work.

Timetables

The other thing is a timetable. Some Crosses operate on fixed timetables. All I need is either the 24th Gate or the 63rd Gate to integrate my 61 in my Definition. Now, if I watched the Moon, I have Clarion moments twice a month just from the Moon that integrates the aspects of the chart. Again, something to see is that all of these things, because of the complexity of them, it's not about you getting into your head and saying, “Okay, this is the way it's got to be. This is the way it's going to work” because you don't know.

The thing that I find so beautiful about awareness is that you don't know. You have to wait and see. It's the seeing that so incredible. It's seeing what happens that makes it so perfect to be here on this plane. Because if you're in the trap and you're stuck in the not-self, this is a terrible world. Look at any newspaper, anything, it's horrendous out there, otherwise.

Stand Back, Watch, and Trust

You have to stand back. How you gained access to all of this is by truly just accepting that if you operate according to what is your Strategy and Authority, you can wait, watch, and see. That's all.”

| Our dude, Ra

| Source - The incarnation cross clinic