Not knowing when enough is enough is debilitating
Not knowing when enough is enough is debilitating. It eventually is destructive in terms of the health and well-being, particularly of Manifestors and Projectors.
This is a Generator planet. It belongs to Generators, they create the lifeforce of the planet. The Sacral Center is an enormously powerful thing. So anybody who doesn’t have a Sacral Center—Manifestors, Projectors and Reflectors—all suffer from the same problem. That is, not knowing when enough is enough. Not knowing when enough is enough is debilitating. It eventually is destructive in terms of the health and well-being, particularly of Manifestors and Projectors.
It’s about understanding the need for rest. I gave the illustration earlier this morning when I started of the Projector and Generator together, and the Generator cranks and the Projector inflates. The Generator crashes and the Projector is still cranking. It’s devastating for them.
Everything about being an open Sacral being means you need to pay attention to rest. Rest is one of the most important things in your life. The whole thing about being non-Sacral is recognizing we are not this 24 hour a day crank, crank, crank that is there in the Generator function. It’s so different.
As a Manifestor myself, with an open Sacral living with Generators it’s really something to grasp how powerful this force is and how intimidating it is. If you want to see the height of that intimidation, the greatest problem in Projectors and in Manifestors is that they both pretend to be Generators when they’re not-self. They act like Generators. They’re addicted to the Generator influence.
Most Manifestors pretend to be Generators in order to take the heat off, because if you’re a Manifestor you have to go in on your own, and as a Generator you can wait for somebody to come to you for things to happen. This business of the open Sacral Center is something that is very difficult for Projectors, Manifestors and Reflectors to deal with because they’re constantly addicted to this enough is not enough.
I made the comment that if I wanted a slave, I would enslave Projectors, give them Generator conditioning, have them work themselves to death and then replace them with more Projectors because that’s what they would do. They would keep on going until they drop dead like flies because if you don’t tell them, they think that they have to. They think they’re supposed to. This is the addiction.
So, think about what your mind is telling you. You’re an open Sacral being and you’re in a situation and you know you should really stop, enough is really enough. You’ve had enough, but you can’t because your mind says, “No, you can’t now. No, we still have to go. There’s still some stuff to do. It’s gets better later. Let’s just keep on going and see what happens. We don’t want to miss anything,” and on and on. Boy, do you pay the price the next day.
When you start adding up those next days, over years they begin to really take a price. Those of us who have open Sacrals, we are not Generators. That means we really have to take care of the way in which we use and work with energy. But it goes straight to the mind. It goes straight upstairs and says, “No, we haven’t had enough; let’s do more.”
As a matter of fact, the open Sacral being is the one who says to the Generator who is ready to crash, “Come on, let’s go on.” The Generator finally crashes and they’re on their own. They’ll still keep going. It’s madness.
I know this, I know enough is enough, I really do. I took more drugs than God and I never knew when enough was enough. I never ever did; I had no idea because there is no mechanism. Just this openness that goes, “Come on, come on.” It’s not correct. I’ve been going to bed before my children for years. It’s like whoosh; Manifestor, done, rest, over. You generate; me manifest."
| Ra Uru Hu
